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I feel as though 50/50 is an embellishment from an era too long ago. 50/50 generally would be the minimum you’d expect from another person however…. If I’m asking someone for their bare minimum at which point does it become harmful or seen as derogatory towards someone to only offer 50% of yourself instead of…
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What gives you direction in life? Hah, as if a single direction could possibly be the only option in my life/head/parenting/self/ wtf ever.
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My every day is waking up and looking forward to going back to bed at night. I wake up still tired and sore. As if sensing I’ve gotten out of bed to pee, there my children are, standing on the other side of the door first thing in the morning. Every morning. They fight breakfast…
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It’s harder being back home, a place I’d always thought I missed and wished I’d stayed in… I thought I missed it for the weather, that wasn’t it I thought I missed it for the people, that wasn’t it I missed my childhood. I missed the memories I had, the ones that ended due to…
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“I am so sorry you had to go through that”, “ I’m so sorry you experienced that” Yeah, I especially feel it applies when it was your own damn son doing that shit to myself and the kids… “I don’t know what happened to make my kids believe it was okay to ever give up…
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She’s energetic and rambunctious He’s extreme and loud She has one volume setting for everything While he’s familiar with with multiple sounds She includes then pushes away, jealous of new things He’s still in that zone of “mine” but seems aware what’s his and not She wants cuddles, giggles and tickles, He’d rather decide when…
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Well, the last straw had finally been pulled. The disagreements, the disappearing, the lies and the physical fights…. I was done. I left. We left. Everything in me screamed no, don’t leave, don’t take the kids, don’t do that to him/them, don’t take the easy route. I’ve always been the person to never believe in…
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What’s it like to make someone feel that everything in their life was a lie? What’s it like to belittle somebody somebody close to you so much that they question sanity? What’s it like to disappear all day and night get absolutely nothing done make absolutely no money half the time and never see your…
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Today is Day 1 of being completely child free …. The younger ones have been gone for 3 days now and the oldest for 1 day. The young ones will be back in 5 days … 6-7 days for the oldest. I’ll tell you right now, nobody will ever be able to explain the amount…
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I wouldnt say I’m the definitive of alone because I’m not. But there are so many times I wish I had a friend to talk to, someone that understood me but there aren’t really people like that. I miss having my little sister to be able to lean on, talk to, vent to, someone that…