My every day is waking up and looking forward to going back to bed at night. I wake up still tired and sore. As if sensing I’ve gotten out of bed to pee, there my children are, standing on the other side of the door first thing in the morning. Every morning.

They fight breakfast and want nothing to do with it… something I’ve been hoping to change soon but it never does.

One still naps, the other some times will nap… but the one that naps is such a light sleeper… moving him, having something at the WRONG volume, moving too fast, opening a door, any other noise than what he fell asleep to… will wake him and he refuses to go back to sleep if he does wake.

The other is completely incapable of being remotely quiet as to not wake the younger. Whether it be moving as loud as possible or just shouting at anything. So that makes it even more “fun”.

Neither want to be outside at the same time nor inside at the same time. Neither will stay away from each other nor play nicely together.

While I know ~ this is normal, welcome to having children.

DOES ANYONE ELSE JUST WANNA FRIGGEN SCREAM or is it just me?

My first child… my precious quiet and calm baby, toddler, child and preteen….the one that sucked me into thinking more wouldn’t be that bad… hah…

Is it wrong or bad of me to look forward to going the hell to sleep every morning. Or At I just somehow deficient in something and should fucking medicate. lol cause idk any more.