I wouldnt say I’m the definitive of alone because I’m not. But there are so many times I wish I had a friend to talk to, someone that understood me but there aren’t really people like that. I miss having my little sister to be able to lean on, talk to, vent to, someone that I have that connection with to feel at ease talking to them. I miss having her around, I miss her just in general. It sucks we are so far away from each other.

Unfortunately I don’t quite set the example for my kids for what I wish for them, but I hope they never get to the spot I’m in, that they never feel the way Ive felt and how much discomfort and pain I’ve allowed in life. I hope they choose happier, better, healthier.